07/10/2006: "Why do we fall?"
I've been trying to "fake it till you make it"...but it isn't working anymore. I can't stop obsessing about all the horrible things going on in the world. I feel tired, angry and guilty but most of all, I feel useless. how did things get so bad? Anyway, I'm signing off for now. I've been reading blogs for years now and one thing I see happen repeatedly is people deciding to quit writing...a lot of time it's the blogosphere equivalent of a "plea for help"...you know, a shallow cut across the wrist kind of thing.
You want to hear "oh no, please don't quit!" why else do you "announce" it? but this isn't that...I mean, come on, this is supposed to be an "artist" blog and aside from a couple crummy thumbnails in PhotoShop I'm not much of an artist these days. I suppose I could write about how I spent nearly the entire weekend sleeping but it doesn't make for a very compelling read. No my friends, I'm afraid I have to ride this lack of mo jo all the way down first. I'll be back just as soon as I feel like an artist again.