Desert Tea Party by Elise Tomlinson, Oil on Canvas
34"x 28"
Sisters
The three of us sitting together
in those desert landscapes--
the White Palace, the Checkerboard
Bar--
saying Where you go, I will
go also
then stumbling home at midnight,
hoarse from cigarettes,
lit and ready to fall.
You taught me
to flip my hair,
snap Mother,
walk the yellow line
and follow the mascara girls
with their feathered clips
and punch card pills.
In a cavern of admiring lizards,
we penciled images of leaves
and of solitary women.
At home we told stories
of ghosts who preyed on teenage
girls
while Mother sat on the sofa
and laughed,
temporarily forgiving us.
I would become you would become
me,
pattern and variation,
now stretching into the blue
distances of years:
Where you go, I will go also.
Marveling at the identical shapes
of our hands,
we wonder who will die first,
surprised our lives
now separate
have continued on so long
in milder climates.
Alexis Easley |
Losing
Sinai
Look back there, our voices dissolving
in cardamom-spiced coffee.
This desert night is the most
silent
of places—no lights, cars, no
screen
doors slamming family into home.
An Egyptian hare passes quietly
in her search for food.
We lean forward, into the wave
of night,
our pale faces sharpening
in moonlight, dust making light
tangible on lips, throats—
filling ears with directions
that sound so
easy—a Bedouin song of memory,
a commandment that’s simple
enough—
so hard now to read at home,
bathed, streetlights buzzing
and the bus
passing every hour. What
was it I thought
I knew about myself back there?
I touch my empty ear shell, remnant
of a long dead sea.
Emily Wall |