04/26/2006: "You Won't See me Crying (drunk maybe, but not crying) ok, maybe crying too but come on, can ya blame me?"
So, I wasn’t that stressed out about my upcoming show, until today. Today I’m full-throttle panicking. It could be because I sent out my email invites and I’ve had 24 RSVPs so far and only one “see you there” and one maybe. Not good. It’s incredible to me that I can feel complete confidence one minute and then have it plummet in the blink of an eye; about the same speed at which I can destroy a perfectly good painting by trying to “fix it”, especially when I am running out of time right before a show and I no longer have the time to let it dry and give it another go. Yes, I think I see some acrylic paints in my future!